can you see the join?
where ego meets altruism?
wisdom collides with longing?
right here?
right now?
in these very words?
in your very reading of these words?
were there no join
there would be no poem
no writer
no you to read it.
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can you see the join?
where ego meets altruism?
wisdom collides with longing?
right here?
right now?
in these very words?
in your very reading of these words?
were there no join
there would be no poem
no writer
no you to read it.
going nowhere
coming from nowhere
better sit still
while the Earth spins
sun rises, sun sets
day then night then day
and seasons come and go
people born, age, die
born
better sit still
going nowhere
and everywhere is nowhere
what exists, doesn't
can't you see?
can't you see
that you don't see?
that what you see
isn't?
how can we communicate
what all we perceive
is unreal
momentary
gone already
replaced with another unreality
and so on
ad infinitum?
Poetry should be neither seen nor heard
but read, if at all, in an attic or cubby-hole
like a secret addiction
and poets should hideaway
lest anyone discover their uniquely
bizarre habit.
my body reacts against healthy eating
sixty years of culture
pushing junk down my throat
resists the attempt
to reacquant my body with food
that nurtures me
the mind that controls me
filled with a thousand experiences
of caramel wafers and endless snacks
will not countenance rebellion
from the wishy-washy lets-get-healthy
new kid on the block
even though he's been on the block
for twenty years or more.
eat junk and die satisfied it says
only instant gratification matters
but tonight and tomorrow
I'll try again
it has nothing to do with tea
the leaves
the bush
the time of the picking
the storage
being kept in airtight packs
it's in the first sip
the warmth of the ceramic cup
as your fingers spread round it
the first taste
the space between sips
the silence of experience
the sense of disappointment
when there's no sip left
the acceptance that tea has gone
the gratitude for being alive
able to experience all this.