Wednesday, 11 September 2024

War on Nature

 There's a new housing estate being built nearby

between Hamilton and Strathaven

not far from the one that was built last year,

both built on fields that once formally housed sheep and cows

and, informally mice and foxes and badgers and all sorts of birds.

They come now to our back garden

pushed from their centuries-old homes

our back garden, beside our house

that was built thirty years ago

on a bing that was cleared

to make way for houses

after a century of coal mining

on what was once fields

where mice and foxes and badgers and all sorts of birds

once had their home.

war is what you conceive it to be.

Friday, 9 August 2024

Direction

Am I tomorrow already today?

Am I forever, there's no way to say?

Even the future's not always the way

So should I look forward to yesterday?

I am Friday

I am Friday
unperturbed by the days of the week
I am last day
working hard to end with ease
slipping into slipper eves
ready for existence slow
ready for the final no.

Thursday, 8 August 2024

Eons

sometimes it takes eons

to experience a moment

Reborn

I am opening up again

after a time away

a time away from time and place

a time away where dark worlds enclose around you

with a heartache that knows no rules or boundaries


I am stepping foot back in the realm

that crumbled me into ashes and dust

dust and ashes

fireless brimstone

spent existence


I am reborn

me

but me?

do I have to find out again

who I am

or who I might become?

Sunday, 7 July 2024

to what end

to what end

this path?

does it matter so long as we enjoy the steps?

Saturday, 6 July 2024

Choosing What to Wear

 I awoke to a fine sunny morning

in early July

but, this being Scotland,

I didn't know whether it was warm sunny

or deceptively cold

so I pondered what to wear

as so many Scots do every day.


I chose a not-quite-olive green gym top

but fearing the cold

- as I was going for a short walk -

I also took a zip-up fleece,

sort of Sherwood green

like the ones the local rangers wear at Chatelherault Park.


Then I heard the sound of sweet music in the distance,

flutes,

and I realised what it was,

confirmed by the louder bangs of a big drum.


Och it'll be nothing, I thought,

thinking of my choice of clothing.


I changed to my trusty old slightly-grey blue jumper

and it was fine.


And yet.