do you control your activities
or do your activities control you?
do you control your activities
or do your activities control you?
Existence
does not exist
except as a concept
in your head
More people die
from eating too much food
than for too little
I open the blinds
life resumes
the blue tit at the nut feeder
Hanging out the washing
is as important
as finding a cure for cancer
The day begins
well no, it doesn't
there is always day
before we wake
and after we go to sleep
when there is night
there is also day
we are just an atom
in infinity
our perceptions
an atom's view
of the infinite
Scotland needs koans
It has religions
it has politics
it has ideologies
it has identities
it has fanatics
it has bigots
it has issues galore
and beauty galore
but it doesn't have koans
and Scotland needs koans.
This is a koan.
Work on it, Scotland
Early morning
I have communion with green tea
I connect with all
There are always moments
moments with others
where eyes and ears
and sometimes touch and smell and taste
are all engaged
moments alone
where eyes and ears
and touch and smell and taste
are all engaged
but in a different way
than with others
and there are moments
mind moments
moments when the mind
conjures up imaginary worlds
not real but like real
often too too realistic
dream worlds of love and hate
lust and peace
great evil and great kindness
moments there
then gone
gone moments
gone forever
Wow!
Stuff
More stuff
always stuff
pouring out of LinkedIn
Twisted
Fatuous
Libelous
Stuff
we could do without
Stuff
we should do without
In place of Stuff?
Non-stuff
Quiet
rest
peace
no more stuff
In this world
you can get lost
in so many different ways
It's hard to remember who you are
when you are lost in those ways
Caught up in trivia
mired in a funny film
hellbent on purpose
in a search for meaning
that doesn't exist
Thank God then for the sages of old
to whom all this was foretold
that we would all be drifting
through a war of idiocy
and that we should accept it all
without rancour or fanaticism
leave to Fate that which is Fate's
and it's all Fate's
enjoy the ride
put up with the bumps
and don't ever believe your deepest thoughts
They live in sorrow
now and tomorrow
and forever after
they, without laughter
though laugh, they do
a pretence for you
In secret pain
again and again
they live with such grief
and with no belief
they see it all through
just for me, and for you
but in their quiet breath
they long for sweet death
to come as their friend
and make it all end
there they'll find release
and know they're at peace
I sit here expecting.
Expecting what?
Expecting nothing.
I wait and then it turns up.
Nothing.
Nothing?
I'm disappointed.
I was expecting something better.
February 3, 1942
Daniil Kharms was full of charms
so they let him die a death
he wasn't absurd
wouldn't have liked the word
to describe his type of breath
the psychiatric ward
for this literary lord
was in a prison hospital
all those who went there
received little real care
which generally does belittle
The NKVD
Have a remarkable CV
when it comes to destroying lives
whether farmers or writers
police or fire fighters
even both husbands and wives
So the day before this
Kharms died in his cell
today he wrote nothing
tomorrow as well.
forever now he will write nothing
and nothing
and nothing again
until his nothingness fills every book in this world.