Your World is not my World

In your world

you just did

you might have feared

I'm sure you were terrified many times

but still you just did

there was nothing else to do but just do

in my world

you could choose

to do or not to do

that was the annoyingly constant question

freedom to choose

is no freedom at all

when you just want the choice to disappear

and leave you just with one thing

to do

Then your world changed

slowly, deathly

you had choice

and you made choices

and things happened

I happened

and your choices brought new things

to have to do

restricting choice

though not completely

in my world

endless choice

so much that I have to restrict it

try to make it no choice at all

but it doesn't work

even binary provokes uncertainty

your world is not my world

I wouldn't have had yours for the whole world

but I wish I could have had your absence of choice

just in better situations

and oh I do miss you

miss you both